in two ways.

1. need to get my shit together. week 13's approaching. not even near being prepared for finals. need to set my priorities straight. know what I want to achieve.
2. need to decide if I'm still gonna hold on to that ideal within. or settle for something that might seem sub-par at this moment in time.

decisions.
whatever was I thinking when I couldn't wait to grow up?
really feeling on the brink.