HI PEOPLE.
I had the urge to blog, but dont know what to blog about :/

My hols have been pretty eventful but not exactly fruitful in working (i.e. earning money)
And I swear I hate being broke @!#!@#$
Blahlalala I've been complaining bout being broke since ten years ago so ohwell._.
At least I've got jobs to get me money, but I'm gonna be overseas from 28th Nov - 10th Dec! :(
Which means less money coming in. OMG why am I sucha money-face -.-

Things are picking up, I'm happier than I was 1 month ago :)
And I'm not even bothering bout subject combis, since I cant do anything bout it :)
But I'm slightly worried bout CCA :/ Gosh.

Lost myself recently, been trying to find my proper self back. It's like I'm always neither here nor there.
Dont really know what I've been doing this hols, slacking for sure.
But there isnt much I can do, frankly. So yeah, sigh much...

I'm not exactly looking forward to the family trip to Beijing, because of many reasons :/
But yet I tell myself not to be an ungrateful brat, because they're taking me overseas anyway.
Just that, I'd rather go somewhere else. And how can I really enjoy the trip unless I'm happy? :/
OKAY. I'm gonna quit feeling unhappy bout this, who knows, China might turn out to be good :)
And there's always the bball trip to Malaysia to look forward to :)
Just hoping as hard as anything that my body stays fine and I dont get sick from now till I come back :)
Ofc I cant get sick even when I'm back but that's besides the point :)

I think I'm really short of time to pack 2 luggages in a row, because I dont wanna rush on the 5th Dec.
Which means that I must really chiong this coming week :)
Going for 2 consec trips in a row might be really tiring, but I wanna make the most out of everything I've now. Like bball. Sigh. Dont really wanna think too much bout it. Just wanna enjoy the trip :)

Wanted to extend this post, but it's 130am and my eyes are hardly open anymore.
Shall snuggle up in this nicely cold weather and catch up on my beauty sleep :)

爱我，非你莫属。我只愿守护由你给我的幸福。