friday again. there's honestly no more joy to any day of the week ._.
previously when i wasnt doing work, i was at basketball, well most of the time i had was spent that way.
but now, there's no more basketball :/ and i honestly miss it.

yesterday was the first thursday in eons that i reached home so early. and honestly speaking, i wished i was running 3.2km at the track :/
well yes, i've gotten over that. but sometimes when you start to miss things that's become part of your routine, it takes awhile. thanks for everyone thats been making me laugh these few days :)

it's already end of week8. starting to ask myself what i really want.
because i realized, if there is gonna be a report book for mid-year, i'm seriously screwed.
need to mug my ass off in june. no kidding. came to accept the fact that there's seriously no such thing as a holiday till alevels actually end.

was so excited bout the guys match today. especially when mrs lee told me that she received an email that the year5 agirls wont be taking the chem test and will be going to SBC for the match. i totally went "WHATTTT?!" and started wondering what was i still doing there. hearing that the guys lost really. idk. i guess i just hoped they'd win. and finish up what we never had a chance to do this year.
but it's okay, hearing how their fighting spirit was at it's highest, and how they never gave up made me especially proud to be in dhsbball :)
suddenly recalled what coach said that day, that the difference between us and the guys, is that the guys want it and they'll show it. well, sad, but true. in the case of tuesday's matches.

anyway, it's not like next week's gonna be any easier. what with physics test on monday, interhouse on tuesday, and math test on thursday. tests and tests and tests. whats the point of them anyway?
they're just a demoralizing factor, constantly reminding me bout how i'm just trying too hard but dont get a chance to succeed. they say chances goes to everyone, so when is mine coming?
and it really doesnt help that someone's gonna be away the whole week :/ i mean, it's not your fault, but it just means that i cant be the baby i always am, call you and start crying and everything will be alright.
but i promise i'll be strong, and you'll be too alright :) the week will zoom past before you know it :)

have some wonderful plans for tmr and i'm so excited heh ;) gotta be home slightly earlier to get GPP settled tho :)

alright, toodles people :)