我要的东西，如果我得不到，你也别想得到。

i know the above line makes me sound like an utter bitch.
but i dont care. tired of seeing people trying to deter me from getting things that i want.
so yes, here's my bottom line. i will make sure that you dont get it either.
 
started off my day w a heated conversation w my parents in the car. only i was heated though.
but they were being nice, actually listening to what i had to say and let me get things off my chest.
really grateful to them :) or else i wont know how my day would've been any worse.
 
so yeah, my day started off pretty rotten. hearing those supposedly nice stuffs, putting on the plastic smile.
seeing all those stuffs on twitter and fb (cant even surf the net in class in peace).
so i was forced to concentrate a lil' more, which is good :) but frustration looms within.
i really felt like i was gonna blow the moment someone mentions that rotten word in front of me.
 
chinese was very bearable, cuz thr was the chengyu game that i actly learnt quite abit from ^^
math was good, cuz me and eezhen were really fast (altho she was more accurate) and i really progressed, went on to do my integration assignment :)
stayed in class during recess, wanted to do math but ended up doing the crossword at the back of the math notes. i like Mr Tan's style of math notes, he understands that we do need to chill and give us little trivias or comics and sometimes crosswords to let us take a break from work :)
chem was argh, sometimes Ms Ng shld understand that we only have 40 days left to eoys and we're freaking screwed if she still continues to crap during lessons -.- was doing math during chem and was still able to manage to get what she was saying.
lit was fun! i kinda feel bad talking bad bout Ms Sangeetha but shes really nice, and it's her last lesson w us tday, so i guess lit will be full speed till eoys :/
and la was just, slack. yeah. no tchrs in the class. finished up math assignment, felt really accomplished :)
 
talking bout no tchrs in the class, really cannot bear w the noise level in class nowadays. sometimes it deafens my soul when i'm trying to compute numbers or conjure thoughts in my mind. sometimes i really wish that recesses were a little longer, or that we were able to move to other places when theres no tchr in class, so that i can find a little quiet spot for my work, complete w some peace and quiet.
 
so yeah, i've been staying in class after school to do some work, so that i escape the times where many people flock at the train stations to go home. i get intimidated when i see many many people, so i prefer to have a little peace. and i like the peace i get in class when i'm doing work, and when i'm going home :)
 
anw had a nice dinner outside after a long time, i love those conversations that go on and on :)
really glad to have company when i was really feeling so down, and didnt know who and what to turn to.
thanks for being there for me, as promised :) and i know you'll always be :)
and thanks again for the icecream :D it always calms me and makes me feel tonnes better :)
 
talking bout icecream, i realise all i need are simple ones. even a vanilla cone from macdonalds is enough to make my day :) yeah im that easily satisfied, shows how much youre trying if im unhappy w you.
i know kids who are constantly spending bout 3-4bucks or even more for just a serving of icecream, i think the hole in my pocket will trouble me more.
 
and my day became even better when i received a call from siowying, thanks babe, your call made me feel truckloads better :) thanks for listening to my rantings that always went nowhere but you were always so patient, especially these few days :)
on a sidenote, grats for getting into semis for interclass! :D
 
 
alright, it's 1220am and i really should retire for the day.
having really bad insomnia these days, need to search for ways to get rid of it :X
but i'm so glad my rotten day has ended really nicely :)
special thanks to (inorder): daddy&mummy, siowying, jingheng and ervin :):)