so the prelims are over.
and looking at my results I can only say I'm very frankly, scared shitless for the As.

telling myself day after day that I can do this.
planned out a timetable and religiously followed it. but am I really getting anywhere?

everything seems so surreal, especially graduation.
I cant believe I've been here for 6 years and I'm graduating in one week.
ONE WEEK OMG YOU KIDDING ME?!?!

and before we know it As will be here. and very soon over.
I really dont know if I can do this anymore.
every single day I'm just losing faith in myself, getting more and more tired.

on another note,
I really really miss how things were before.
but they'll never go back to how they were anymore, right?
就像来不及许愿的流星，
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经。